I think the last time I updated this thing was last Christmas! Well it's 3:11 a.m and I have to be up at 8:30 to be ready for work.. Which is such bullshit that I have to work on Christmas. But whatever I am getting paid double for it. I can't sleep and it's not like I am excited for Santa or anything I just have so much on my mind. This year just hasn't been the best for me. I hope 07 will be better.