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It's been forever. [15 Jan 2012|01:34pm]
God I didn't even know this was still here. I havent wrote in livejournal since 2006. its 2012 right now, 6 years later. I am having the worse day of my life. I just dont feel like my relationship is going to work out. the passion from her side is not there

Christmas... [25 Dec 2006|03:13am]
I think the last time I updated this thing was last Christmas! Well it's 3:11 a.m and I have to be up at 8:30 to be ready for work.. Which is such bullshit that I have to work on Christmas. But whatever I am getting paid double for it. I can't sleep and it's not like I am excited for Santa or anything I just have so much on my mind. This year just hasn't been the best for me. I hope 07 will be better.

January is looking like a good month for me =D [08 Dec 2005|01:45pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

So I had a meeting today about school. I am starting new classes in January. She just has to have a last meeting and get back with us Monday. So yes I will be with the class of 06 :) I will also be writing a letter to see if I can still walk across stage with Liberty.

Im at the Library now with Alex. Myspace is blocked. But I get my internet back MONDAY! My mom had ordered DSL for me but for some reason where I live it doesnt work so my mom said she is just getting me cable.

Christmas is coming, and I need a job. I am looking at a few places but I want/need a job before I go back to school because you have to have a job to graduate..so yeah thats a bit important.


[02 Dec 2005|02:17pm]
Just got season 2 of the L word :)

Constantly you're working through the mileage in my head
Oh, I'm calculating, yes I'm sick of waiting
How many hours until I reach your bed?

[15 Nov 2005|12:40pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

So my internet is out until I can get my account number from my new landlord..A bunch of stupid crap. Anyway today has been alright. Alex came over and gave me some sort of pain pill because my neck and everything on my body aches. Yesterday I got on my dirtbike and I had no room to turn and I went straight into a shed. Yeah hurt pretty bad. But I think the pill messed with my stomach because I puked like 20 minutes ago :-/ Other then that things are alright..

Im still trying to figure out whats going on with my school. And the whole Job thing. I keep saying I am going to do things but I dont. And I need to stop this habbit because it's just going to make things worse..

[10 Nov 2005|06:14am]
I cant go to sleep. It's 6:13 in the morning, ive been up all night. I just got a call from my landlord. She was a complete bitch. I really hope I can talk to her. But whatever. I think Alex is coming up, so I hope we hit up dutch corner :)

[01 Nov 2005|01:04pm]
[ mood | high ]

So, this weekend was FULL of events. Friday had the good ol football game, lost pretty bad. Caught up on things with some people. Saturday was the dance, left at 9 had a better time at my house :) Sunday was by far the best night. I saw Hanson, and they were AMAZING. I had the perfect view of Taylor :) I will always love him a 12 year old way. Later on that night sucked because Melissa and I were moving the couch and it fell on her toe, and ew. I cant even think about it. When people are pain it makes me sick. The next day was alright.

Today is really nice. James and Lindsey came up at like 7 this morning :) Nice way to wake up. And now we're just chilling.


[25 Oct 2005|04:08pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive"

I finally got to put some of my stuff in my new room. Everything is so confusing right now. I hate drama. I hate having to think im going to work 6 days a week and pay half the rent. School is stressing me out.

This update is pointless.

Homecoming this saturday! Hanson Sunday! What an awesome weekend I have to look forward to =D

[18 Oct 2005|11:18pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Tonight I fell in love...with Kim on "America's next top model" finally an adorable lesbian <3

Her eyes are amazing..and her favorite meal is a big mac..My dream girl :)

[17 Oct 2005|11:19pm]
[ mood | bored ]

So I still need a nice ladie to take to homecoming.

Hanson in like 2 weeks liek oh em gee!...I love them.

I love the drama in Livejournals. Its just something you have to laugh at

Im the king of this pitty party. [12 Oct 2005|04:57pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I love ALL the people who work at aeropastle. They have always been really nice to me. Today a chick who works there said "Your hair looks really good." And of course I cant take complements so I said "really?!" But it felt nice that someone notices. I got the spill canvis cd today. I felt like a trader because I went to fye. I hate that store though, they're so OVER PRICED!


[10 Oct 2005|05:56pm]
Okay something weird happend today. I got all my work done and paid attetion, with no adderall. Maybe I do have control over that thing called A.D.D. My eyes looked so tired and stressed. I did come home and kinda fell asleep. I had 2 amazing things to watch when I got home! The new Stewie movie...amazing :) and roseanne the first season. Yes there is a god. Ive been waiting for the first season to come out forever. I love that show. Anyway it's starting to piss me off that I have no clue whats going on with the whole moving situation. And that I have to find a new job. Fuck record and tape traders. The ONLY person I will miss is Joe, because he was such a chill guy. Mainstream is evil kids remember that! Assholes.

School was sooo fun today. Justin and Grant are by far the coolest kids. Trent wasn't there which kinda worries me. And im also worried about Kyle :( I heard he is coming back this week, I hope thats true. Im pulling up all my grades.

I love acceptance

yeah everything is alright! [09 Oct 2005|08:45am]
[ mood | cold ]

I have no clue why I am awake right now. Maybe its because my room is freezing! My window was open all night and still is. I dont like Sundays. I think im going to try and buy yellowcard tickets today, they're playing at the recher. I dont like that place because it's so effing small but acceptence is going to be there! I also need to go to 5 guys today for a job application. God my room is freezing!!!

I miss new found glory :( They need to put out a new cd.

first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know

[05 Oct 2005|10:31pm]
I never update this anymore so I guess I should. Last weekend was Cat's homecoming. I dont think ive ever had so much fun at a dance :) It wasn't even my homecoming but I felt completly comfortable with Cat and just had a blast.

I just got back from work. I have been working a lot.

We're moving in a week or so...

[27 Sep 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | good ]

Oh great now I have to go change my pants..

She's in a new movie called "Domino" it looks amazing.

[25 Sep 2005|10:38pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

Tonight I went to see "Corpse Bride" with Cat and her sister Kelly. It was an awesome movie, that I would love to see again.

"Theres an eye in me soup" hahah Cat loved that part.

So October is a very busy month. Next week I have Cat's homecoming which is going to be awesome =) hanson concert the 30th. My homecoming with Cat and halloween!

So I am moving. And I am so happy about that. I hate the memories from this house. We never could make it our home. But the house we're moving into def. has that homey vibe.

time for bed.

[20 Sep 2005|09:18pm]
[ mood | My stomach hurts ]

Woah..Love survey that I stole!Collapse )

[20 Sep 2005|04:08pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

This makes me sick to my stomach...

tony you are very missed.Collapse )

[19 Sep 2005|05:12pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I really want cold weather. I cant wait until I can wear a hoodie. So no work for me until Wednesday then next week I am working 4 days. My paychecks are going to be nice :) I get paid thursday it will probably be like 80 bucks but once I start working 4 days a week that will all change.

Cats homecoming is next week. I got an awesome shirt. All I need now is pants and a tie. She looks amazing in her dress. I cant wait to see her that night. I know my moms going to take like 200 pictures. She always does.
This year is a lot diffrent though. Senior year last homecomings and proms. Kinda depressing. Wow im just seeing how sad this is going to be.

I think im going to pack now, and clean up this messy room. I cant wait for my new room! This is the 3rd house we have had in 2 years. I hope the next one is a keeper so we can have a home. And all signs point to yes about moving to westminster. And that means i'll be closer to her..:)

I love the spill canvas..I love my job I am finding out about awesome bands =D

[14 Sep 2005|09:58pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

My feet hurt so bad from work. It feels so good just to sit down. So tonight was a lot more fun then my first day. I got to work with a guy named Joe who is the coolest :) A guy bought a jenna jameson dvd tonight *woot*

When she walked in my stomach dropped.

Things are really looking up for me.
I felt like for a whole year I was trapped inside this negative hole.
Not anymore:)

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